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ABout this project

At a time when our society is particularly fragmented and politically polarized, I am collaborating with other artists to explore themes of human connection. The impetus behind this long-term project is the idea that finding or cultivating common ground with individuals from diverse backgrounds leads us toward greater awareness, understanding, and empathy. We get to choose. We can choose to examine our own behavior, find points of connections, and develop stronger relationships with those around us.

Below you can find more information about each piece and recordings. I am currently working with Philly-based Colombian composer James Díaz on a new piece for baritone saxophone, electronics, and video.

 
 
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bodies immutable (2019) - LJ White (music) & Jason Charney (programming and video)

bodies immutable is inspired by the increasingly visible and thriving transgender community in the US, and the fact of our visibility made possible by our support of each other and the support we receive from allies. 

The piece’s musical concept reflects this proliferation of transgender existence and the ways in which the presence of one trans person allows for others to live openly and authentically.  It is built from long tones on the saxophone that can be understood to represent trans individuals.  Each tone played by the saxophone becomes part of the ongoing fabric of the piece, and the instrument, whose initial gestures are sparse and isolated, becomes part of an extended, self-sustaining, interactive chorus that, later, acts as a support system for a more varied and indeterminate saxophone vocabulary, and, by the end, moves into territory that the single acoustic instrument cannot traverse on its own.  In the interactive video component by Jason Charney, colored forms emerge, at first as disembodied forms that coalesce into human figures. A single dancer is soon joined by others of different colors, representing the exponential presence of trans people living authentic lives in plain sight. While the video includes interpretations of the piece by cisgender, transgender, and non-binary movement artists, their colorful and anonymous forms highlight the solidarity and universal experiences of people across the gender spectrum.

Transgender people in our country are currently facing unprecedented backlash, requiring us to be especially vigilant in the upkeep of our support network.  However, we now exist, emboldened, in numbers, and we will ensure our collective ability to be seen and to survive.  I wish for this piece to function as a form of acknowledgment of my community.  It’s a way of saying to other trans people, including those who are struggling: I see you. I’m here for you. I’m here because you’re here, and you’re here because I’m here, and we exist on account of the tenacity of our predecessors, and others will exist because of us, and we are creating a world in which we can take up space, be recognized, and be free. - LJW & JC

 
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b(locked.orders) (2019) - Emily Koh (music) & michiko Saiki (video)

Executive Order 13769 of early 2017, more commonly known as the travel ban, affected thousands of American immigrants. b(locked.orders) sonifies the stifled voices of immigrants in their adopted countries, as well as silenced minorities within their home countries. The video takes place in an artificial world where two societies co-exist. As a curious observer, the protagonist enjoys praising or ridiculing the other society, but she seems to never question her own wrongdoings. This piece serves as a reminder that through consistent self-awareness and reflection, each of us can choose to truly connect with one another through curiosity, openness, empathy and compassion. - EK, MS, & NE

 

do I regret? (2019) - José martínez (music) & Sara Martínez (video)

This piece pursues the impossibility of reliving the past, of traveling back in time to change one's path. During improvised sections of the piece, the saxophonist creates "memories" that are recorded, and later return to accompany the written music. The interactive video responds directly to the performer's improvisations throughout the piece and its content derives from personal memories collected by the performer. The incorporation of improvisation as a fundamental part of the piece, makes each performance fresh and unique. At the end of the piece, the saxophonist revisits their memories in a utopian attempt to change the past, sonically manipulating the samples recorded during the performance. Do I Regret? highlights the universality of regret, an emotion that affects our behavior and relationships. - JM

 
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Imprints in Time (2019) - Christopher Biggs (music & video)

Imprints in Time for alto saxophone, thunder tube, and computer was written for and is dedicated to a consortium of saxophonists consisting of Noa Even, Drew Whiting, Zach Shemon, Henning Schröder, and Justin Massey. The work abstractly reflects on how people are connected through their interactions. The title comes from an article by Michael Tze-Sung Longnecker that posits that we can think of objects as creating a curve in time, just as objects curve space, and he refers to these curves as imprints in time. I imagined personal interactions as having an analogous mass-energy to objects and that interactions imprint on our personal histories similar to how objects bend space and possibly time. The audio consists of three, interactive sonic layers – the saxophone, live processing of the saxophone, and fixed media files. The visuals for the work are generated in real time: the energy in the low, mid, and high frequency regions of the three audio layers is extracted and mapped to control the parameters of visual events.              - CB

 

InContact@Zero (2023) - Nasim Khorassani (music & Video)

InContact@Zero is a metaphorical title that symbolizes the grieving process: going through the coldest pains and coming out with an omnipresent connection. -NK